I just spoke to an old friend over MSN and she told me she spoke to the ex's new girlfriend. Now, I'm [usually] not one to bear grudges but I guess it is in every woman's nature to keep tabs on a former flame's new beau. Especially if he passed you up for her. Especially if she is nowhere near remarkable. ESPECIALLY if she can't hold a proper conversation in ANY language.

Its a damned-if-you-do-damned-if-you-don't situation. If the new girl is smarter and more attractive than you, you wail, bawl your eyes out and think yourself incompetent. If she isn't as academically inclined and less attractive, you sneer, curl your lip in disgust but also secretly wonder what she has over you and again, think yourself incompetent.

But I will resign myself to the situation and wish them the best. NOT. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Perhaps I envy this girl for snaring my man with less than what I have. But with that envy is a great amount of incredulity. Because she could never make as many sacrifices for you as I did.